I'm not into my boyfriend as much as he is into me?

I like the guy i am dating but ii don't think i am as into him as he is in me. Like We been seeing each other for a few days and it just don't feel right and i don't want to kiss him or him to hold me. and he has noticed this and he was like trying to talk to me about it today but i like just kissed him to save arguments. I Carnot brake up with him you don't no how Mach it will hurt him and i don't wan tot loose him as a friend. and he was drooping hints bout him coming back to my apartment but i was just making up lies saying i have a big meeting tomorrow. And i have ot see him tomorrow shell i just act like i am ill so i Carnot like kiss him and stuff? I no the best thing to do is to dump him but i Carnot. Maybe it will get better please help? x x x